I want to tell him it's sink or swim time but I'm already terrified of having another one drown.
I feel bad that he's having to deal with this alone because when we got married I promised I'd be there. But he left me alone, even as I cried and screamed and begged for him to love me, he left me alone.
I'd be an asshole if I didn't care at all, but it makes me angry to hurt for him. I've hurt for him enough.