Friday, May 2, 2008

wanna smoke?

I sit here, motionless at my desk, a thousand thoughts passing through my mind.

I debate on having a smoke, and the more I debate, the more I want a smoke — said, of course, as I light a cigarette, having lost that battle.

In the time it has taken me to consider all the myriad of reasons as to why I continue to smoke, I have smoked 2/3 of the nasty damn thing and put it out.

Don't get me wrong, I'm not saying that I'm trying to quit smoking. That would require a lot more effort and commitment than I'm willing to give right now — which is why it would be awesome if I could just not want to smoke. Hmmmm....Mama Ruth has been praying for that exact thing for quite a while now.

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