Wednesday, May 14, 2008

sex appeal dashed

Most days I see myself as downright mousy, but apparently I do possess some amount of sex appeal.

I got used to guys hitting on me and talking trash a long time ago. The fact that most of them see me as "one of the guys" allows them to be especially lewd in their comments.

Most of the time it doesn't bother me. I do have my moments when I feel like a piece of meat, usually when I feel as though someone is taking advantage of me.

Most of the guys have no idea about my past — they don't know about the times I was taken against my will. They don't know about the times that I have given it away when I really didn't want to, just so I didn't feel so incredibly lonely.

I guess I'd lose whatever sex appeal I have if they did know all that.

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